Sometimes

Sometimes we feel so ashamed by what we do; dressing up, submitting, getting humiliated and used. We try to change, to become a man, but we can't. We look at our little clitties and it feels so right to submit.

We look at pictures like the above and wish we were born with a big black cock, that we were alpha males that could be dominant and satisfy women. I have learned to GIVE UP FALSE HOPE. Stop fighting it and just accept what you are.

Accepting your place in the world feels so good and comforting. Dressing up feels like finally coming home after all these years. No more pretending, no more lying to ourselves. Dressing up like a sissy maid and submitting to a Superior is the most fulfilling thing I have ever done. To know you are serving someone better than you is a reason to live. It is now my purpose in life.

Lesson Two

Chastity

I have learned that to increase a sissy’s submission she should always have her little clitty locked away in chastity. It symbolises giving up power to a Superior and admitting that your little clitty isn’t capable of pleasuring anyone and thus should be locked away.

To make the clitty look pretty and feminine a little bright ribbon should always be used. Or a sissy pouch could be purchased to increase the humiliation.

 

I think about two weeks of chastity between each ejaculation is an ideal time, which keeps the sissy on her toes at all times. This period of chastity should of course be extended if the sissy does not behave herself and needs a punishment. If a sissy is allowed to ejaculate it should be a ruined orgasm to give the sissy as little pleasure as possible. Once she has had her orgasm she should be made to eat the cum and then sent straight back to house duties.

Lesson One

How to greet a superior
Something I have learned from serving Mistresses is that one has to show ones place in the hierarchy straight away. When a Superior enters the room one has to curtsey and show ones submission to them.

This means you take the ends of your maid dress, cross your legs and give a little bow, whilst brining your eyes down to the floor. If I do not do this correctly and respectfully I have learned to expect a good slap across the face.

The other habit I have learned, but which is dependent upon the Superior’s wishes, is after curtseying to kiss their boot, shoe or foot. This is to again to show how low you are compared to them and demonstrate your submission.

I have been taught by some Mistresses to use this as an opportunity to be useful and clean off any dirt. Some just wanted me to kiss the top of their boots/shoes and make sure that the top was clean; others have used it as an opportunity to humiliate me. They ordered me to lick the soles of their boots, shoes or feet. This has been especially humiliating if the Superior has been for a long walk outside, or specifically walked in dirt to test me.

I have come to accept this mouth full of dirt as a gift from a Superior, allowing me to show my submission. Never looked displeased however filthy and disgusting it is what you have to lick off.

IMPORTANTLY – ALWAYS THANK THEM FOR BEING ALLOWED TO SHOW YOUR SUBMISSION. IF YOU DO NOT THANK THEM IT SHOWS YOU DO NOT KNOW YOUR PLACE AND ARE UNGRATEFUL. THEIR ATTENTION IS A GIFT!

Introduction

Why have I created this blog?
It is to document and encourage my training towards what I am destined to be – a pathetic sissy maid. I realised from an early age that I was a sissy. I am submissive, effeminate, slutty, pathetic and need to be told what to do.

I wasn’t born with a penis, but a little clitty. It made me realise my place in this world – to serve others. I am a beta human, not meant to breed with alphas but instead just make their life easier. My little clitty has always been too small to interest any female, and I was thus forced to renounce my male status and adopt the gender between male and female reserved for betas like me – a sissy.

As a little sissy I recognise my calling. I cannot make any woman happy and will just dedicate my life to serving superior dominant people. My job in this world is to please them, to take punishment if it amuses them, to take their abuse, to take over domestic duties, to become a slut if they want to relieve themselves, to act as their toilet if they feel like humiliating me and to serve them financially if they want to put me to work. This is my life now.

I have always been a joke, just their to amuse my superiors. Shaking my little clitty for them to laugh at.

I need to adopt my real place in this world, an excited, effeminate little sissy